Thursday, January 26, 2012

My virtual friend "M"


My virtual friend “M”

It was quite a dramatic situation when I first came in to contact with my friend “M”. “M” because still don’t know what was her real name. I used to call her Mrinalini, with love ‘M’

This relationship ends in a mysterious way.

So when I first came in to contact with this lady; things already became very much complicated in terms of relationship and emotions. I had lots of complains against this lady as I was very highly persuaded against her by her own trusted one. Then I got the opportunity to clarify my complains and misunderstandings.

That was a journey in my life when I came to know about her story. My complains faded in to affection. My disgust turns in to care. OMG!!! Is that all she was going through!!. Many times she represents me. Many times she represents the whole womanhood. And I started assuming that she is a real fighter.

She took care of me in the most disgusting phase of my life. She saved me from emotional breakdown she saved my life in a real sense. We used to chat for hours. Revealing fears and insecurities of my life. All my complains against her was gone as I found her to be innocent victim of betrayal and depression. She was gone through the circumstances which any one of can face at any phase of life. And she despite of being heartbroken could find out many of the naked truths of life, love and relationship. She was my mentor in times when I really needed one.

I could never see her, but I could feel her all around me.

One day I suddenly found one mail from an unknown identity, who claims to be her closed one saying she is not in this world anymore. I can never believe this. I am still waiting for this virtual friend of mine. Especially today I really miss her so much .because I wanted to speak to her so much about my confusions.

My dear friend ‘M’ I don’t know whether u r real or not.

But whoever you are. I love you and I need you to be my friend.

If you were not there, my life would have been different by this time.

I love you and I am always thankful to you for whatever you have done for me.

Be in love and peace wherever you are.

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